Sunday, February 12, 2012

Personal - True - Real - Vain

I’ve never had real body image issues.  Oh there are parts of me I have *not* liked at one time or another and wished to change but wishing hasn’t done me any good.  I.am.vain.  I think everyone wants to like the way they look.  And as we all know there are even people we think look PERFECT who feel the same way I do about certain parts of their body.  And there are people who think they look perfect and others see their flaws even if they don’t.  It doesn’t matter what those parts are or how many people wish “theirs” looked like “theirs”.

After seriously dieting for 4 weeks, with strictly a cardio regimen, I’m pretty disgusted.  I’ve had fair results.  And truthfully I’m almost on track to meet the goal I set for the 12 week time frame that was set for me.  I guess I just get frustrated at the higher numbers others are seeing when I know I’m eating clean and exhibiting way more will power than I ever have.

I don’t want to be skinny.  I don’t want to weigh 120.  AND I’m not asking for reassurance, suggestions or sympathy – I’m just sayin what I’m thinking. Everyone says even if you haven’t seen a move in the scale, you should be feeling it in your clothes by now.  Yeah?  You’d think right?  NOT.

I feel it in my head, I feel it in my attitude and I feel it in my energy level BUT that’s it.  And I should be really satisfied with my results but there’s always that little nagging negativity that somehow grows larger than the positive regardless.

One conclusion I have come to is that it doesn’t matter what parts of my body aren’t my favorite or how envious I am of other’s body parts (yes – admit it – everyone has something you’re envious of) I wouldn’t trade them.  I’m me and I’m glad I’m me.  I’ve had this body for almost 42 years and I’m comfortable in it.

I’ll post again later with further results, if you’re interested.  If not that’s fine.  This is really for *me* anyway.   J

Now – here are some things to think about.  I love quotes!  (And I gotta read this book!)

“It's never been true, not anywhere at any time, that the value of a soul, of a human spirit, is dependent on a number on a scale. We are unrepeatable beings of light and space and water who need these physical vehicles to get around. When we start defining ourselves by that which can be measured or weighed, something deep within us rebels.

We don't want to EAT hot fudge sundaes as much as we want our lives to BE hot fudge sundaes. We want to come home to ourselves. (p. 174-5)” ― Geneen Roth, Women, Food, and God: An Unexpected Path to Almost Everything

“Our work is not to change what you do, but to witness what you do with enough awareness, enough curiosity, enough tenderness that the lies and old decisions upon which the compulsion is based become apparent and fall away. When you no longer believe that eating will save your life when you feel exhausted or overwhelmed or lonely, you will stop. When you believe in yourself more than you believe in food, you will stop using food as if it were your only chance at not falling apart. When the shape of your body no longer matches the shape of your beliefs, the weight disappears. (p. 80-81)” ― Geneen Roth, Women, Food, and God: An Unexpected Path to Almost Everything

“The average personality re-shapes frequently, every few years even our bodies undergo a complete overhaul-desirable or not, it is a natural thing that we should change.” ― Truman Capote, Breakfast at Tiffany's

"Why do people accept the opinions of others about themselves as truth? Who is going to live the rest of your life anyway? Now that is TRUTH!"  -- Doug Firebaugh

"Our self image and our habits tend to go together. Change one and you will automatically change the other." -- Dr. Maxwell Maltz

"It's such a profound alienation for a person not to be at home in their own body."  -- Marilyn Wann

Science and psychology have isolated the one prime cause for success or failure in life. It is the hidden self-image you have of yourself." -- Bob Proctor (Bob featured in The Secret. Remember him?)

Reality check:  you can never, ever, use weight loss to solve problems that are not related to your weight.  At your goal weight or not, you still have to live with yourself and deal with your problems.  You will still have the same husband, the same job, the same kids, and the same life.  Losing weight is not a cure for life.  -Dr Phillip McGraw

"Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you”  -Ralph Waldo Emerson

Oh and I love this picture!  I have ever since this campaign came out.  These are real women!!

2 comments:

  1. Its like you read my mind! You appear to know a lot about this, like you wrote the book in it or something. I think that you could do with some pics to drive the message home a bit, but other than that, this is wonderful blog. A great read. I'll definitely be back.

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